Wei Jie 2703
I love 34th Students' Council, 18th House Committee, Dark chocolates, Pizza Hut, Green, Yellow, cycling and my animal clique. :D
I want to change the world.
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(Tuesday, June 26, 2007/8:02 PM)
Hallo .
School's officially up . But the addiction hasn't kicked out .
Campus . Shawn is out ! :/ T.T I guess , that is the result , of neglection . Just like common humans , me and you . &the rest of them out there . Hmm . The revival round shall be exciting . (: Teri from the gals got out too . But didnt rly like her . :/ Thinking huh ?
Back to councilors . I'm enjoying it by the moment . I guess , it's because of that fateful meeting in holidays , and the first day . It really made me think . The sec3s are really friendly . (: (: That's a real relief . But . I'll certainly miss kang long after tuesday . The passing-outs . URGH
I guess , happy moments dun last long . I shall treasure them . At least , make an effort .
I must thank Teresa , for her book of all that meaningful thoughts of her own . (: It really made me think , you know . Thanks .
A lot of things , has changed since , secondary one , since the start of this year , until now . Some are positive , others negative . Some , dun even have a result . And , i guess , thats the worst of them . I really dun like this facade , really . As Teresa said . Everything's just a facade . I may possibly agree totally now .
Well , some positive things . I guess . The world is bigger out there . I shall strive for that . Wherever we go , I believe , there'll be a sky , a world , just for me , And I guess It goes for the rest of you all too . Strive on .
The memories was crushed in my palms . Into that motionless wastepaper basket just beside me . Somehow . I have an urge to get it back . But I just cant . A single action causes my tears to flow . You believe it or not . I really , really dun have the energy to get it back . Neither do I want it to affect my life . Get awayyy .
I found him yesterday . Wish you g'luck . All the best . Some people are lucky enough , to be in the middlemost of happiness , while others unfortunate . They stray along the edges . Rest assured . The world is cruel . Yes , it is , you bet . It doesnt let you in anymore . I didnt try , &I dun wish to do so anyway .
A word to tohwei (:
You gave me the chance , the opportunity to get back to you . Yes , I will appreciate that chance , the chance you gave me , handed into my hands so preciously . I swear , I wun break it . I wun give myself the chance , never . Let's wish for the better , shall we ? (:
Now , i understand . A true friend , sacrifices , for his/her friends . Just for the sake of them . Thinking you've changed , doesn't help . Actions count . The results count . A better shadow of y'self , myself , awaits . I shall try my best to get it .
I really dunno the Reason . Really . Alone-licity . Yes , it does help sometimes . But , what i long , is a caring , never leaving , shoulder , I can trust , no matter what happens , what mis-conceptions of the world . Friends or Love . I dun mind .
I guess , It's impossible . Perfect-licity , dun lie . But , I shall make it live in my perceptions . Maybe that'll make me feel better , I dunno . Really . If I dun , I really cant rule out the possibility of self-torturing .
I'll get something to do . I must . Recognize the need ? I really do .
There's only two colours in my life now .
PINK & black . Without even a tinge of grey .
I need some colours , now .
