Wei Jie 2703
I love 34th Students' Council, 18th House Committee, Dark chocolates, Pizza Hut, Green, Yellow, cycling and my animal clique. :D
I want to change the world.
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(Wednesday, January 13, 2010/10:39 PM)
Hi hi hi hi hi!!
MIA again I guess. But I was pondering and trying to get the right mood to blog..............so now I guess so. Heh, been pondering over my results. Well, it's okay yes. It's a 9!!!! Nine nine nine nine. I still rmber how Deon gave me the 'Omg nine?!!? Smart lah you!!!!!' and I really struggled to give her a yes-its-okay-just-maybe-i'm-just-alil-disappointed look. But thing is I really was feeling that stupid sucky mixed feeling again and yes........it's been over my mind since Monday night Tuesday day/night!!!!!! Zomg I just can't stand the in-between points and the 'How to decide when I'm standing on the air between those two jcs.'
But the talk yesterday at sch really helped. I really think that I found the right teacher lah!!!! Heh she was kind enough to help me Tuesday @3pm just after I msged her the last night on Monday. And she really listened to me patiently and even helped me to ask Mr Lo (Wow principal) who happened to be just beside cuz at HOD room. Heh cool right!!?!? Well her son is in ACI so she almost started encouraging me to go in. But aft all is IP school and sch fees are a bomb. Then actly she preferred Tj over Vj cuz it was her school (didnt know that right!!!! You people, :) ) and the teachers there are more experienced than Vj's. But yes in the end no harm trying so conclusion : Vj 1st choice then try appeal if not in.
Well...........to be truthful I really didnt have a good impression abt Tj in the first place. Thus Mon/Tue were spent like lamenting and scolding myself why i got such a damned mark and I had to consider Tj now!!!! But to really think abt it my reasons were unfounded and in fact i didnt rly have any reasons at all. So why get angry and push away a good jc, one of the top5 in Sg who is just.........well ok lah no comments yet so far. No bad comments too!!!!! So I've decided to straighten up. Another thing that may worry me then was the feeling I'd feel if I was posted to Tj and I had to join the Orientation there while waiting for appeal results. Yes cuz I know I'm a person who really will find it hard to focus if i had something undone on the other side. But I've decided..................I need to really focus on what i've in hand now, and really enjoy all my opportunities at that particular moment. Now, submitting choices online and waiting. If it so figures that Tj came out as my posted, I've to go and enjoy myself in Orientation, make friends and that will be my school, for that one day, two days or three days or even more (prolly even two years) s'long as my appeal failed/had no results yet. I dont want to waste my time/opportunities at thinking abt smthng when I have submitted it alr and I should just concentrate on what I have at then. I know I would think/feel that way at then so yes............I just really want to make it clear to myself now and yes, remind myself back that I wrote this on today and I won't be that stupid when the time comes.
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Okkkkkk yes.
(Phew.)
(Take a deep breath.................................)
(Phewwwww.)
K I'm done. Sorrry for all those people who read till here from the start!!!! Sorrrrrrrrry I was just complaining and really saying how I really felt. It feels better now so big smile for you anw :) :) :) (Reward for reading so far!!!!!)
K tmr will go Vj look around with Rj and maybe Wk. Yes then submit online tmr evening.....................wish me g'luck people and to
Everyone out there who've yet to decide their choices ; All the best! Just remember, any where you go.............work hard and do your best from now on!!!!! :) :) :)
