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(Saturday, June 30, 2007/10:22 PM)
There . I told you .
The unfairness ; does exist .
I've been taken on again .
I'm hoping for an unexpected one .
(/8:24 PM)
Hallo (:
An early post by the demand of my eager fren ! =DDD Haha (:
Nothing much today . Almost overslept . :/ Practically spent the whole day sleeping . The competition was uber hard uh . :/ five questions &all having no idea how to solve . So sleep luhs . Haha ^^ Even left early somemore . No ! I'm not evil or bad ! (: (: Haha . Slept on the bus , during the three-hour competition , during the ride home , at home , and later at night . Haha , I'm such a sleepy guy uh ? ^^
Took some pics too (: Enjoy !
By the tree ! (:
Look out there ~
Hands out RAWR ! (:
Autumn's coming ^^
Aww , I knw I'm lame . :/ :/ But I shall not post those zi-lian & autistic pics I took too . Maybe on friendster ? Haha ^^
I desperately hope It's wrong . Please . Dun let me lose all my confidence before I even start . Please ?
I must be true to my words and actions . ^^
Give me some attention , will you ?
The golden leaf in the autumn ~
(Friday, June 29, 2007/10:49 PM)
Nothing much today . :/ :/
Unfairness fill up the world .
And my life .
It just aint fair .
But what can I do ?
RAWR & RAWR AWAY , the fact wouldnt change .
Those unfairness ;
(Thursday, June 28, 2007/8:55 PM)
Campus music Again ; I miss Shawn !
(/8:15 PM)
Hallo (:
Thanks for the many many paints I got from my friends . ^^ Haha . Anyway , tohwei , I prefer Pink than Red . ): Haha . :/ :/
Today , tohwei didnt come to school . Hehe , the reason , is a secret . (: HAHA . Actually , it should be known le .
Nothing much . Dont really wish to talk about school schedule life . :/ :/ Blame me ! >.< Busy schedule ahead ; Saturday , math special round . I really have no sense How the hell I got in :/ ; Tuesday , new election of exco . By the councilors . :/ I shall miss the sec4s ! ; Saturday , Speech Day 07.07.07 Parade . ):
Thats how packed it is . Uh .
Has been sleeping & sleeping in class after school . Only henian , is present most time . Uh , and tohwei , ruijing if they're free . I guess , it's a new profession of mine's .
Tml's ncc day . My gawd , I'll hate lending the uniform to A.K. , Now he wants to wear it again tomorrow . :/ :/ GRR ! I'll grow tired wearing for almost whole day . ): No duty tomorrow ! >.<
I guess my attitude's toward counseling has improved . I hope ? I'm enjoying it gradually . SEC3 rawkkk ! (: (:
The new flower blooming . I'm afraid its growth would be affected . Negatively .
Feelings , are meant to be kept in the heart .
Alone-licity ; I appreciate .
Oh my , I think I've got it .
(Wednesday, June 27, 2007/10:24 PM)
Today's ohkay .
I dunno what to say again . At least I've got a book to record . (:
That's gratitude .
(Tuesday, June 26, 2007/8:02 PM)
Hallo .
School's officially up . But the addiction hasn't kicked out .
Campus . Shawn is out ! :/ T.T I guess , that is the result , of neglection . Just like common humans , me and you . &the rest of them out there . Hmm . The revival round shall be exciting . (: Teri from the gals got out too . But didnt rly like her . :/ Thinking huh ?
Back to councilors . I'm enjoying it by the moment . I guess , it's because of that fateful meeting in holidays , and the first day . It really made me think . The sec3s are really friendly . (: (: That's a real relief . But . I'll certainly miss kang long after tuesday . The passing-outs . URGH
I guess , happy moments dun last long . I shall treasure them . At least , make an effort .
I must thank Teresa , for her book of all that meaningful thoughts of her own . (: It really made me think , you know . Thanks .
A lot of things , has changed since , secondary one , since the start of this year , until now . Some are positive , others negative . Some , dun even have a result . And , i guess , thats the worst of them . I really dun like this facade , really . As Teresa said . Everything's just a facade . I may possibly agree totally now .
Well , some positive things . I guess . The world is bigger out there . I shall strive for that . Wherever we go , I believe , there'll be a sky , a world , just for me , And I guess It goes for the rest of you all too . Strive on .
The memories was crushed in my palms . Into that motionless wastepaper basket just beside me . Somehow . I have an urge to get it back . But I just cant . A single action causes my tears to flow . You believe it or not . I really , really dun have the energy to get it back . Neither do I want it to affect my life . Get awayyy .
I found him yesterday . Wish you g'luck . All the best . Some people are lucky enough , to be in the middlemost of happiness , while others unfortunate . They stray along the edges . Rest assured . The world is cruel . Yes , it is , you bet . It doesnt let you in anymore . I didnt try , &I dun wish to do so anyway .
A word to tohwei (:
You gave me the chance , the opportunity to get back to you . Yes , I will appreciate that chance , the chance you gave me , handed into my hands so preciously . I swear , I wun break it . I wun give myself the chance , never . Let's wish for the better , shall we ? (:
Now , i understand . A true friend , sacrifices , for his/her friends . Just for the sake of them . Thinking you've changed , doesn't help . Actions count . The results count . A better shadow of y'self , myself , awaits . I shall try my best to get it .
I really dunno the Reason . Really . Alone-licity . Yes , it does help sometimes . But , what i long , is a caring , never leaving , shoulder , I can trust , no matter what happens , what mis-conceptions of the world . Friends or Love . I dun mind .
I guess , It's impossible . Perfect-licity , dun lie . But , I shall make it live in my perceptions . Maybe that'll make me feel better , I dunno . Really . If I dun , I really cant rule out the possibility of self-torturing .
I'll get something to do . I must . Recognize the need ? I really do .
There's only two colours in my life now .
PINK & black . Without even a tinge of grey .
I need some colours , now .
(Sunday, June 24, 2007/9:24 PM)
And , I've made sure something .
No
Cheer up people . (: Cos i will too .
(/9:18 PM)
There it has come . The day of school finally . Tomorrow !
Sad or relieved ? I shall see tml . I guess tml , my mood will be either dampened heavily or risened . (: What should i hope for ? I dun want to . Seriously .
Aww man , get OUT of that Autism world now man , weijie . I cant stand you , seriously .
Councilor seniors are great , haha . Humorous . I'm starting to feel happy too . (:
Friends do break up after a small tussle . But we get back after that , our ships stronger than ever . (: Haha .
Guys , seeyou tml . Hope I can get out of that world tml .
HELP ME , PLEASE ?
(Saturday, June 23, 2007/11:54 AM)
Hallo (:
Nothing much today . Later will need to go back school at 430 . On sat evening , back to school . I guess I'll die . :/ :/ Haha . Then the guzheng concert start at 730 somemore . Do they need to brief three hours . Uhm , I shall live with it . ):
Till then , one more day . or is it , 70th ? ): ):
Get back your touch , weijie .
(Friday, June 22, 2007/11:47 AM)
Hallo (:
Nothing much . The holidays season is really coming to an end . So is my daily blogging schedule . Aint i sad to say so ?
Friendster is my new addiction . (: Haha . Seeyou guys real soon .
Appreciate , people for who they are .
Appreciate , the friendship & love you hold in your hands .
Before it's too late .
(Thursday, June 21, 2007/9:48 PM)
Heyhey guys .
Went to zuxiang's hse today , with zh , bryan , henian & tw . Was quite cool , and his house is yes , hello-kitty fanatic . Probably hello kitty's fan club house . :/ You'll believe it when you visit his house . My god , hello-kitties are having a party in his house . >.<
Didnt play much though , as you knw , Im not really good & really interested in playstation etc etc . I guess comp . games suit me more . Anyway , they're real addicted to that basketball game . Uh , some street basketball where the players just jump around and knock each other down . Fun , ehs ? :/
Uh uh , rushed back . ):
These few days shall be autistic again . Dun ask me why , but shiqin , i dun think i cant fulfil that one-day-emo thing . It just aint not enough .
I'm really not sure . Can anyone give me a definite answer ? To all my questions ?
Dun collapse now , weijie .
(Wednesday, June 20, 2007/9:51 PM)
Heyhey guys ;
I got the new Campus playlist again (: Enjoy !
(/9:15 PM)
Hey guys (:
Uhm , nothing much today . Went bugis again , for proj . And i got female damien . Noelle & celest , competing with damien for being the latest . :/ Had long time waiting again . In the end , A.C. reached first . Uh uh , thats bit lame . After noelle & celest found us , we went MosBurger for a short short discussion before going Bras Basah . A.C. wanted to change his specs frame .
Bit humor here &there again , yea (: Haha . Mario's becoming my favourite arcade game . ^^v haha , how lame can I be ? :/
Tml 's gna be cool . Zuxiang's hse . Gonna get ready before i get dixiao-ed anymore . GRR ! (: (: (:
Enjoy , guys . It's countdown , five more days . ^^v
I'm recovering .
(Tuesday, June 19, 2007/12:04 PM)
Hallo (:
Yesterday was great . Went to national library with chenghui , zhanghong , jingjie , joyce & sherina . Had fun time dixiao-ing again . Haha ^^v The stay at library was short though . Haha , then we went to popular to buy some stuff for their group's project . JJ & me were just plain slackking . Uh , but zhanghong was still funny . (: (:
Had meal at SeoulGarden . Chenghui was just like a mother . Haha ^^v but rina was stuffing me with lots of food . Esp . food with extra extra pepper ! Urgh . Thats not all though . After that . Zhanghong 's barbeque , oh my gawd , just look at it , it's turned into some curry soup . Mixture of chilli sauce , icecream , and some oversized hotdogs ? Haha ^^v but i had a taste of it though . Bitter !!! :/
Haha , then we had a short walk around bugis strt before returning home . Haha (:
The beginning's last episode was real cool . Again , again . If only things could be back to the beginning , how nice would it be . Again , again . Reminisce :/
Campus was sad though . Jiajun got out !! junjie got in having the lowest marks though . So that means , Jiajun did had a chance to get in . But no , no though . Grr . JJ will be sad . Haha kidding uh . Javin's kicked-out 's bit unexpected though . But if you wna me choose , i would prefer junjie . His voice's cool (: (:
My last week of holidays shall be spent with my friends' LOVE (: (: (:
And , facade . The world is just too full of masked people . I really do not knw who to trust anymore . But , can things get back to normal ?
Rawr , the world is getting on me . Get a grip .
Friends all , hold on . Tightly . To me . Please ?
(Monday, June 18, 2007/10:19 AM)
Short post before going to national library later .
Things look back to normal .
Or is it my perception ?
I dunno . I just want things to be back to normal . I have no other intention . Really.
Reckoning . Reasoning . Realizing . I'm still yet to recover .
(Sunday, June 17, 2007/2:24 PM)
I remember someone said ; when you lose something , you'll gain something else .
But i really dun want to lose that something .
The world of Autism has ruined me .
(Saturday, June 16, 2007/9:03 PM)
hallo (:
this is a cool day . i shall start by wishing , HAPPIE B'DAY CELESTINE !
Today's cool , as i said . Went out with my fellow guys . Tohwei , ruijing , damien , bryan , zh . Nothing much though , for us guys . Watched the fantastic four , at PlazaSing . Quite cool , de show . The Fire guy teasing the rock supernatural is humorous . Haha ^^ We played arcade aft that , not to mention before that too . Thus , im out of money now , uh .
I guess i'll have a hard time going out , any soon , due to some lack of financial sources . Grr , i'll have a hard time getting $$ from mum too . I guess i shall wait till sch reopens . Nvm , wat difference it makes . :/ Feeling abit weird now . Pardon the weird way i'm posting . :/
Hope , we can have some more bit of fun before school reopens .
the night yesterday , i finally discovered and justified that ;
FRIENDS ARE THE LOVE (: (: (:
(Friday, June 15, 2007/12:05 PM)
Heyhey guys (:
Had been working on chi pw much . Noelle , celest & A.C. ought to be lucky (: cos they have a member like me , who helps them do much of the work . Ha ^^ Anw , i dun have any idea how to start on history . Anyone help me ? :/ Will be visiting the national library later . It's better to know the place first than venture there unknowingly . Ha ^^ , that's me method .
G' luck to those trying to chiong hw . (: You all can do it ; never give up ! =DDD & Campus is a new addiction of mines . Haha (: (: Seeyou all soon . Cant wait ;
Oh well , i guess my decision is right . I shall move on , &live a life of autism . Maybe that would be better off for me .
G' luck , weijie .
(Thursday, June 14, 2007/11:44 AM)
hallo guys (:
was supposed to go out today . but hai , gotta stay at hm & recover . grr , am i sick of staying at home . and its particularly a miracle that i stayed at home for this whole wk le . &i've survived without sms-ing for a week . But im sure im gna die soon , so this wkend shall be more exciting .
back to Campus again . cant wait to that revival round . (: (: cheer up joyce! he may get back too . this yr's Campus 's kinda exciting . i have a premonition Shawn's gna go far . his singing is nice (: marcus de not bad too . haha . ^^
i shall do chi pw later . hope A.C. , celest & noelle replies ! :/ or i wun get work done . & im waiting , gna go collect my red specs ltr ! =DDD haha , today's not that bad aft all .
^^ Dun take the wrong step , or it'll be hard to get back to the right one . (:
(Wednesday, June 13, 2007/8:59 PM)
got this Campus music (: enjoy ! ^^
(/8:22 PM)
man , i hate falling sick .
was supposed to go for some ncc course today . but due to mr.cough & mrs.flu who caught me , i couldnt . well , is that a blessing in disguise ? :/ i dun tink so .
well i guess , i've gotta catch lots of sleep . but sleeping makes my head throb like mad . so i guess i have to tide over this period myself . it has probably also ruined my going-outs tml .
i only hope my angels will stay by me . (: (:
Autistic Angel ^^ <33 loves .
knw what ? reach for the clouds , not the sky . they are far nicer . (:
weijie , get well soon . ):
(Tuesday, June 12, 2007/11:42 AM)
hallo guys (:
i've noticed that i've been updating very often in this holiday . & its every day , note it . (: im proud ! but i dun tink i'll be able to do so when the hols end . so lets pay back in the hols ! =DDD
shall really finish the review today . then i'll be left with history , the memo-ing , &the chi pw . ah-ha , im hardworking ehs ? :/ mum & sis is out now , so im alone in this small lone house . ha (: i shall do wat i want ! ^^ and the gunz is up , miracle ehs ? i shall try out later uh .
somehow , im rly addicted to lin yu zhong . i guess it's a success of the 7pm show ehs . theres something like the three musketeers in there . i guess , i admire them . friends for so long uh . Anw , i just watched a show with a wonderful ending . it has this meaningful phrase in it ;
listen with your heart , not your ears .
its kinda cool ehs ? (: watched campus ytd nite too . wilson & amy is out . learnt that last wk , xubin & jiaqi went out . pity though , those cool boys get kicked so fast . xubin looks like zhang jing xuan too anw , cool ehs . but i kinda like that girl who keeps smiling . (: (: by the name of jiajun ! ^^
&this is xubin (:
&this is jiajun (:
haha im done (: enjoy the pics ^^
(Monday, June 11, 2007/3:57 PM)
heyhey guys (:
nothing much about my life . haha . just that , i'm gna have another councilor duties attack ! haha lols . :/ i guess i can cope ba . section outing this sat , guzheng concert duty next sat . the weird thing is , some other's doesnt get picked . you may say, they are looking up at me , that i can do it , thats why im picked . yes , im thankful of that , but i rly cant cope w/o a fren . haha ^^ sadly , i have to admit this . :/
anw . gna have my new specs on thurs . (: & its RED , how cool is that uh ? haha ^^ i tink its ohkay luhs . haha (: you'll see how i look when sch reopens . haha . yes , im uber bored now . i guess i shall do the chi thing tml . finishing the lit w/s ought to earn myself a reward & a rest ! =DDD hahaha .
yes , im finished . i guess i shall do the quiz frm qianyun ba . (:
list seven weird things abt mi.
.1 i like the color pink. ah-ha, that should be counted as weird , uh ? :/
.2 i seldom watch television . is that counted ? i tink so . >.<
.3 all the albums i buy is from male singers . but im NOT a gay , uh .
.4 I can sit still & silent for a whole day . ohkay , that may seem easy , but im a boy , mind you , a hyperactive one uh ? (:
.5 I can think of meaningful phrases while being silent & all-sad . ( & they fill up the cardboard i tear out from the foolscap in a min . ^^ ) thats abit stupid uh ? :/
.6 I like to take those artistic pics of sky & scenery , etc . hmm . dats abit weird for a boy , uh ?
.7 I tend to do stuff which boys dont , & girls does . more of all this weird things , take note of me often ! =DDD
7 mus do-ers . , sorrie , uh , but try to do uh ! (: (:
since qianyun has "sabo-ed" most of our cls de , i shall put others' names . ^^
.1 weiseng
.2 xuecen
.3 karen
.4 rachael
.5 zeguang
.6 derrick
.7 simin
GRRR , i had much much trouble finding these seven names . so beta do wor ! (: seeyou all .
(Sunday, June 10, 2007/9:12 PM)
heyhey im back (:
went ruijing 's hse . haha , that damien , didnt come again . i've lost all hopes in him , lols . Anw , that gunz is out again , hai . im back to mapling ? :/ maybe so . &i forgot to give it to ruijing ! hai . i shall rmb nxt time . GRRR .
anw , thanks for your re-assurance . haha . even if you dun get in , im happy enough . cos i knw that you had the intention ^^ which is touching enough . haha (:
(Saturday, June 09, 2007/11:54 AM)
heyhey (:
today 's another boring day , i guess . i finished the sixth book , anyway . i guess i may even go to the library , out of the blue . ha .
maybe i'll finish that review today . (: & i dunno , how come the gap in btw us is getting bigger & bigger , but i cant do anything , can i ? :/
anyway . im becoming very weird these days . yes , i miss that particular someone . the someone whom i've never seen before . (: i guess Autism is really acting on me these days .
weijie , get on with it .
(Friday, June 08, 2007/4:56 PM)
great , i finished the hcl asknlearn . (: you could say , finished , yes , but not everything naturally . i did finished one , really , finished , the first paper . the second & third was not so finished , yet . (: but i've got the marks , so who cares ? (:
^^ i guess i shall start on that movie review tonight . & hopefully finish it ? then there shall only be the chi project , literature , history &memo-ing the text for me . (: i still got no idea how to start the chi project . :/
but nvm , i'll seriously think about it , when i've finish the book . (: evidently , im in a happier mood aft finishing a great deal of my work . ha .
Imma autistic child ! (: (:
(/2:12 PM)
heyhey (:
nothing much . i've decided to start finally on my homework . i mean chinese , uh . :/ anw , ten more chapters & im done with the sixth , and up to now , the latest harry potter book . considered its my umpteen time reading them , im not bored . (: 'll be anticipating the arrival of the deathly hallows .
&i 've just thought of this brilliant phrase , or two sentences i've thought . haha .
on the field , im defensive .
in the heart , im defenseless .
(Thursday, June 07, 2007/8:24 PM)
heyhey , im back !
(: went out with my mum (: , rina &damien . that damien was late again, &believe it or not , by another hour &half . so you rly cant blame us , cos i dun tink anyone could take it too . lols . but it was humorous , i must admit , with damien around . sad i didnt get to poke fun at his eating today , uh . ruijing should knw wat i mean .
anw , today is officially ruijing's birthday , so i shall wish him here again !
HAPPIE B'DAE TO RUIJING ! =DDD
legends of the sea was ohkay though , but i thought it only attracted much ppl , including children , because of its animation & cartoons , plus the celebrities like jj lin , lin yu zhong , jin sha taking up the three roles of the show . but the songs the cartoons sang , was quite funny ehs . (: (:
went to arcade after that too . sad , zhanghong & cheongjing didnt turn up after all , but u could guess , jolene & rina didnt had much to be happy about , haha . because of my tricks & taunts ? haha . but it's logic , didnt you say , rina & jolene ? haha . (: (:
im not that good in arcade , but thanks to rina (: i didnt get last again , for the last match . thanks to damien too ! =DDD haha . walked around , den went to mos burger aft that .
damien went off without us , but maybe we're partly to be blamed . haha , that trick . lols . (:
anw , i rly enjoyed myself today . (: thanks guys . &sorry i went autistic again , uh-huh , zi-bi , uh . altho we did stray , to that topic , that particular one i was avoiding , but its ohkay (: because the first step to break away , is courage to talk about it , even . so i guess i should thank you ? (: (:
today 's great . (: &weijie , u've got to face up to yourself .
(Wednesday, June 06, 2007/3:24 PM)
& whoeva is reading this , tml , bishan mrt . twelve , come if you want ! (: (: (:
(/2:56 PM)
hallo guys .
firstly , a HAPPIE B'DAE TO ADELE ! (: (: . & i shall wish my g' friend , here , a very HAPPIE B'DAE TO RUIJING ! (: (: hahaha . happie things to cheer up my mood . enjoy your day ! =DDD
ytd was ohkay . some banquet that it was , uh-huh , & took a few pics , there . allow me to show y' all ! (:
here's a pic with my sis . at least , a nicer one . (:
another one , (:
the fountain there , but i could have got a closer view . the colors are great ! (:
haha (: a pic from the reflection of the hotel door (:
there , another one . a full - body one . (:
haha , im kinda weird , arent i ? =ppp had a bad stomachache though , during the dinner , so it didnt went as well as it could . & the bridegroom , hes kinda cool , cos he went drunk , or something like that after forcing himself to accomodate the ppl drinking . yea , thats the spirit , man (: & another wrd , hes kinda tall .
ohkay . i guess now 's the time . to talk abt some emo stuff . haha . cant escape frm it uh .
i must say sorry , to evrione around mi , maybe i did some stuff , which in one way or another affected y' all negatively . for that , a genuine sorry . yes , i admit , i do hand out my sorry-ies abit too often , maybe that does make them seem veri insincere , just said for the effect of it . but , rest assured , believe it or not , my sorrie-ies do hold gratitude .
i cant do a thing , if you dun accept it , but , wat i said , every word , every sentence , means . im not the type that would be able , to have some hidden meaning in my words . nevertheless , i do hope you will believe me . (:
this includes , not only to one person , but in fact lots of people , in fact evrione who had some kind of affiliation to mi . yea . (: i can only hope , those that knw me , will believe mi . otherwise , i can do nothing .
sorry , maybe the holidays had gone into my head , made it gone haywire , but i tink im sane enough while writing this . yea . so lets end this post , with some other pics i took , and hopefully , i will never talk abt this kind of stuff again ? (:
i guess this is all . (: i shall do some more blogthings , to cover up this post . maybe that can help , to blind me into seeing this post ?(:
seeyou soon .
(Tuesday, June 05, 2007/3:15 PM)
just a short post before going to the wedding dinner later in the evening .
guessed the others should be having fun now ba . (: enjoy urselves , all !
another couple's together . my cousin .
its kinda happie , yes , i do feel happie for them .
i wonder whether i will ever go thru the same thing in the future .
your words are transformed into a melody in my heart . & i shall sing it forever .
if only i could have the chance.
get a grip , weijie .
(Monday, June 04, 2007/9:02 PM)
i've did all i can . what more ?
i just wish evrione , happiness . while i try to find my own too . which i dun tink , will be an easy task . but with determination , and perseverance , and a bit of luck , i tink i can , on myself .
& i've rly thought over it , rly . L-O-V-E . doesnt exist , for me . for both . so . i shall go ahead . alone . (:
~wish mi luck ^^v
(/11:35 AM)
hallo im here again , yes ~
kinda weird im feeling these days , haven start much on holiday homework . i tink i will , promise , this wk . really , these few days , since the holidays , i've been feeling very bleak & like hopeless . but going out with damien , does help , sure . but now , ruijing is kinda , busy uh , so i dunno wat to do uh .
all i need , is a chance , to get the love i wanted all along . but i dun need it , now , i dun need it , & i guess i can get over this period myself . maybe my " get-over " means , just to let myself depress & sad over the holidays , but i guess that may be beta . thanks to all the ppl who cheered me up , or at least tried . thanks lots . (:
7.06 , is a big day . i wonder what 's gna happen . but i shall not do anything , let fate run its course over .
& as i said , thinking abt the happie memories we had , does help abit . (: (: i need a dosage more soon . who can arrange for it ?
these does help too , sometimes . (:
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 You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. |
| Aries - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits: You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet. Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you. Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected. Your negative traits: You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements. Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later. You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had. Your ideal partner: A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics. Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months. Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased. Your dating style: Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving. Your seduction style: Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay. Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever. Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms. Tips for the future: Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast. Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion. Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes. Best color to attract mate: Red Best day for a date: Tuesday |
| You Are an Afternoon Person |
 You can find energy any time of the day ... or night! You prefer to be out and about when most other people are. Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing. You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best. |
| Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage |
 You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! |
You Were a Spider |
 You tend to be the master weaver of fate - both for yourself and those you know. A creative force, you tend to work from divine inspiration. |
(Sunday, June 03, 2007/5:52 PM)
went out with family today , i must say , its uber sian . >.< book fair uh . lols .
cant really explain myself anyway . i must say , im sorry if , u think i hurt you , or didnt treat you as one of us , by not including you . the truth is , maybe , we do click , yes , but . nvm . i guess , no explaination can help anyway . so i'll probably say nothing much . as it goes to no use anyway . i'll just promise , that i'll sms you , when we have anything on , i'll make a point to include you , nevertheless you wun ever go again with us , or ignore it .
i guess i ought to apologize , for not including you , so a genuine sorry again , even if you dun accept it . & i repeat , even if you are damn buay song with me , & even if u ignore my invitations next time , i dun mind , i'll just have peace knowing i did tell u . even if u didnt come anytime next time .
i guess , i may lose a friend , by doing all this past things i've done , but its past , i cant change it . so even if u dun treat me as one , i'll still treat you as one .
you see what you want to do luh . i cant change your thinking of me , or even us , now , and i'll accept whateva you do to me .
its up to you now , i have nothing to say . only a word ;
sorrie.
(Saturday, June 02, 2007/7:56 PM)
heyhey im here again ;
heres wishing teresa, if shes seeing this . put aside evrithing , evri sad & depressing moments , & takkaire for your overseas trip ! enjoy urself there , and if you would try , think of us when you're feeling alone ; cos i believe evri one second there's always a person in some part of the world who's thinking of you . anything , enjoy urself (: (: &come back with a smile , =DDD best of luck .
back to today , saturday . windy day , hot . woke up like ytd , feeling empty . thought i wasnt gna go out . anw , sorrie to weiseng , for being unable to make it on tues . have a wedding of cousin's to attend . hai , i'll miss out the fun . :/ cant help it , sorrie . >.< hope you dun mind . anyway , i've been thru almost the end of harry potter's third bk , thats how boredom can do to mi . heh , but its kinda cool .
a phonecall from ruijing did it , (: he needed to go to paya lebar , singpost to collect his npcc , consent form . since it was quite near my hse , &needing a break , i got out at 200 . met him and went around parkway . it was quite limited ehs , and he went home shortly aft . zzz , without bidding g'bye , thanks to some accident . haha , that shall be another of our's secrets shared . (: (: hope y' all dun mind too much .
mum & sis went around too aft abit , and bought some shoelaces , coloured . luminous , pink (: & purple . haha , im turning to a girl , yea . :/ lols . den went hm , toward bus stop , met qianyun . lols . cool ehs . was thinking of meeting her in parkway inside itself , but didnt aft walking like dunno how many rounds . lols . but there was some pooh , tigger etc etc . photo taking session which was kinda cool but jammed up de place like hell . zz , but it kinda brought back memories . which was both bitter and sweet . >.<
den , met her incidentally while reaching the bus stop . heh , lols . she was still in pe top . from dance ? :/ anw . got home soon aft , & on harry potter again . i guess i cant break away from it without finishing the six books . heh , but at least it helps to kill some time .
next wk , will be buddy ruijing's birthday . but there 's quite some problem in celebrating his birthday , due to lots of activities from diff . ppl , including he himself . maybe cant help it , we shall celebrate his birthday next next wk . sorrie ehs . but i hope to go out , with my other sweet frens (: shopping is kinda great , lols .
my thinking , of evrithing in the world , has rly changed . from insuperior details to elephantine changes , they had changed totally . but i guessed , in some positive & negative too , ways . but , as i said , we cant wish for evrithin in the world , can we ? so lets just be contended with wat we have now , &hope for the beta .
(: (: (: &thanks for the conversation , M R . i'll keep ur words in my mind . =DDD
(Friday, June 01, 2007/3:52 PM)
heyhey . (: i stl tink these stuff -s are kinda cool . so i'll continue . but less . agreed ? (:
| You Are Emerald Green |
 Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you. |
| What Peh Wei Jie Means |
P is for Pure E is for Extreme H is for Hyper W is for Worldly E is for Extraordinary I is for Insane J is for Juicy I is for Irresistible E is for Earnest |
| What Snow Angel Means |
S is for Successful N is for Natural O is for Optimistic W is for Worldly A is for Amorous N is for Naive G is for Goofy E is for Earnest L is for Liberal |
| You Are 57% Addicted to Love |
 Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself! |
| Your Career Type: Investigative |
 You are precise, scientific, and intellectual. Your talents lie in understanding and solving math and science problems. You would make an excellent: Architect - Biologist - Chemist Dentist - Electrical Technician - Mathematician Medical Technician - Meteorologist - Pharmacist Physician - Surveyor - Veterinarian The worst career options for your are enterprising careers, like lawyer or real estate agent. |
| The True You |
 You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are the type of person who assumes that the world revolves around yourself. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. |
| Your Power Element is Fire |
 Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light. A born leader, you easily draw people toward you. You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous. You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention. |
im done for today . (:
(/11:44 AM)
heyhey . just a short post .
been rly bored at home . but thanks to that , i've started to read the harry potter series all over again . maybe that can take some of my boredom awayyy & maybe some of my depression awayyy too .
im afraid , i cant change much to fit you , & that we are really from two diff . worlds . & not as in day and night , but as in day and somewhere to night . that makes things worse . i dun think i can make it .
one day , i'll soar up high , im sure . (:
i've cut the rope in the middle :/
